my LifE

been thinking... what's life? well life sucks... its full of too many darn regretful doings... its full of many scoldings... scolding yourself for not holding on a little longer, scolding yourself for saying and doing the wrong things, scolding yourself for not treasuring the times... Life is so unforgiving... no second chances or anything... how i wished i cud turn back the hands of time and undo all my wrongs... there's nothing much to look forward to any longer.. the future looks bleak... so lonely, so cold, so uncaring... that is what life is to me... Fear. Fear to take initiative, fear to live up to expectations, fear of failure, fear of mistakes, fear of facing your problems... however, however tough life may be, i will make the best of things and learn from my mistakes...learning from them and getting over them... but for now... all i can feel is regret...