Napfa or wadever.

napfa on mon and for the first time.. i hv the.. "omg FAIL how?" instead of the.. "nvm la.. fail also can.." ok i am unfit. =x.. i cant jump. my pull-ups are.. (not hopeless) most of the time 4.. but with some cheating can be 6.. =x LOL.
(cher.. can close one eye or not?) omg.. then the rest of the stations are ok. thankfully. anyway, i will still fail. LOL. so nt pt.

kns. i shud've go for the damn blood test sooner. KNS KNS KNS. why dun i hv time to go see a doctor for tt darn blood test? zzZZ. maybe the doc will conclude tt i wun hv to do napfa? =x ok. dream on eugene.

dreams are good. gives u some glimmer of hope when everything else seems bleak. and when reality comes down hard on you, u can't help but feel stupid and down for having such a chimera. it has benefits in the SHORT run and in the LONG run, everything sucks. =))

but dreams and hope are still good. at least they make u u a better person and breeds perseverance when what you dreamt for doesn't materialise. and if they do come true, u will hv some sense of gratification.

If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream.

Martin Luther King, jr